I couldn’t get to sleep the other night and started scrolling through the various channels on offer. I found Sex In The City in Abu Dhabi. Having been a dedicated Sex in The City viewer and fan in the 1990’s I was delighted. The flowing outfits and backdrops were spectacular and Kim Cattrall’s sexual antics as amusing as ever, but the discussion where I entered the movie made my mind spin. Mr Big….is suggesting to Carrie (Sarah Jessica Parker) that he get an apartment for 2 days a week, so that he totally dedicates 5 days a week to her, but for 2 days, both of them have carté blanche to do their own thing, whether it be nothing, catching up with friends, sport, tv, shopping……and her instant reaction is such hurt, “Am I not enough for you?”and she is particularly worried about what her girlfriends would say about their altered or different lifestyle. She tries to pitch this idea to them while they are away, and the idea is not received well, in fact, they try to ignore any more reference to it and you can see that she is perturbed. Quite a thought to chew on when you are a newly wed as she is at the time.
Transport me to my patio, with the warm afternoon sun on my face, a glass of champagne in hand and two gorgeous girlfriends around my table. We have and are discovering that we have evolved, we are comfortable in our skins, we are no longer afraid to say “no,” we don’t need to be people pleasers, time is now paramount and we want to make it worthwhile. We are done with the insecurities of youth, the hard times of young children, the competitive edge of being in your late 20’s and 30’s. It seems that as women age they become more independent, more sure of our convictions, a little intolerant of fools, not prepared to spend time with people that we are not comfortable with for ANY reason, our counterparts, however are now at the retiring stage and become vulnerable and more needy for affirmation. They suddenly find themselves in unchartered territory. They are no longer at the helm of companies or offices, and the delight of younger female contemporaries or staff and they are at odds with the space at home, which clearly is not their domain if they have never taken an active part in it.
Contrary to common belief, we do not spend female time discussing our male partners, we often usually think we are alone in whatever dilemma is currently affecting us. How glorious to have an open and frank discussion and realise that all relationships change with age and where we are at in our lives. They ebb and flow, compatibility becomes paramount, as does equality of mind so that there is a constant learning and sharing of ideas and philosophies. A damn good sense of humour helps, and a mindfulness that we are truly different. We are Venus and Mars after all.
So to all of us who have gone through marriage, childbirth, no sleep, careers, attempting to perfect our bodies with hours of gym and exercise, teenagers, young adults and for some of us, grandchildren. We are all grown up. If ever faced with the dilemma of a young Carrie, we would sail through it. We are most certainly enough, we are more than enough.
Take ownership, do not settle for mediocrity.
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A truly beautifully written piece. A poignant reminder to so many of us ❤️
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Was interesting to write. My feelings changed everytime I came back to it. Cheers to us x